What a question to ask, right? Can I hate my port? Because if that’s ok, I really do. Especially after today.
For my PET scan, they have to inject me with a radioactive glucose. Unfortunatly, my port was clogged (UGH!!!!!), so she had to give it to me in my arm. Not a big deal, except that after the scan, I had to go up to the infusion center and have it declogged. If I get good news from the Dr. on Friday, I’m ready to be done with this port. read more…
It’s that time of year again…time for a scan. A PET scan to be exact.
I am so thankful I blogged throughout this journey, as I’ve been able to go back and see how I was feeling last year before my scan and remind myself that I did, in fact, survive Scanxiety 1.0 twelve months ago, and I’m sure I will survive Scanxiety 2.0 this week.
As I read back on what I was feeling a year ago, I am feeling pretty much the same way…anxious thoughts…pray…repeat…anxious thoughts….ouch my back is hurting again…pray…etc. read more…
Great news! My mammogram came back fine. 🙂
The new hormone blocker I’m on seems to be much better. The only side effect is fatigue. So now I take a short rest each afternoon so I can make it through the end of the day. It’s a bit of a bummer, but at least I’m not in pain all the time! read more…
Good morning Lord.
I come before you, overwhelmed a bit this morning.
Yesterday morning, Dave McCorkell died. My heart is breaking…all day yesterday and today I have been thinking of Debbie, Kristen and Kim and what a hard day it was for them (and will continue to be). I remember the day my Mom died so well. It’s hard to be so far away from a friend who is hurting.
There has been severe flooding in Texas from Hurricane Harvey, and last night, Hurricane Irma hit Florida. There is so much devastation. Yet through it all, I see believers trusting you and proclaiming that You are good, all the time!
Today is 9/11.
I met with my Oncologist today for a quick check-up. He moved my bone strengthening infusion to every 3 months instead of every 6 weeks and I will be having a PET scan on October 4th (about a year from my last one).
So far, no pain with this new pill, but I am having some fatigue. I thought I was just tired from summer, but when I rest, or even when I get up in the morning, I’m still tired and feeling a little week. The Dr. ordered a blood test to check my iron level and thyroid and they came back normal. So we are going to see how the fatigue plays out in the next month or so. read more…
It’s been just over a week and so far so good with the new hormone blocking pill. 🙂
I met with a new plastic surgeon earlier this week. I’m having some severe itching and occasional pain on the large scars on my healthy breast and it’s bad enough that I want to have them taken care of. He recommended removing them surgically and then doing 3 low dose rounds of radiation to make sure they don’t come back. I’m waiting to hear back on the cost, but thinking about trying to wait until the first of the year, so that the cost will go toward our max out of pocket for 12 months instead of just a few months. read more…
I’ve been off the hormone blocking pill for 2 weeks and my pain is gone. It’s nice. 🙂
So I start a new pill tomorrow (Wednesday). Please pray the side effects will be less, or none. I meet with the oncologist next week for a quick follow-up.
I’ve now been off the hormone blocking pill for 1 week and the pain was much better for a few days, but unfortunately, it is back. While not quite as bad as before, it’s definitely back. 🙁 Please pray that over the course of the next week it will go away. If so, I will start the new medication. If not, I’ll contact the Dr. and I believe we look into a scan to see what’s going on. Please also pray that I will not worry during this time of waiting. Thanks for praying with us.
I will admit, one of the first things I did when I found out I was going to need a mastectomy was search for what type of bathing suits were out there. This was before I knew anything about surgery or reconstruction.
Turns out there are quite a few post mastectomy bathing suits available, but I don’t need any of them. Honestly, I could wear a bikini and you wouldn’t be able to tell I had surgery. (Not that I’m going to do that, but you get my point.) I am very thankful for the plastic surgery options that are available.
I REALLY thought that after active cancer treatments were over, things would just get back to normal.
That is so far from reality.
I had no idea.
There is a new normal, but it’s very different than before. read more…