I Made it to Workout!  Woohoo!

I Made it to Workout! Woohoo!

Workout Class AKA torture from my friend Shira

Now don’t read too much into the title.  By workout, I mean Shira told everyone what to do and I either did it slower than normal, with less weight than normal or changed it completely.  But I made it there (even drove myself) and made it through!  I am very excited.

One thing I didn’t expect was what the port felt like when I jogged.  It kind of feels like it’s bouncing or moving.  I ended up just gently putting my hand on it because it felt weird.  No pain, just weird.  Also a sports bra is the first thing to really annoy the port area.  It’s just tight and sits right on it.
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I Made it to Workout!  Woohoo!

A Quiet Sunday

Sunday morning, a quiet house, reading about the 4th day of creation, feeling rested from a good night sleep, I still have my hair . . . just a few things to be thankful for this morning. 🙂

Last night was my hardest night yet.  My skin was so sensitive to the touch it was just uncomfortable.  I fell asleep early and woke up around 10 pm feeling nauseous.  Although I’ll be honest, I think it might have been from eating too much at dinner and then napping.  (Can I blame that on Tom’s cooking?  He made a mini Thanksgiving and it’s REALLY hard for me to pass up mashed potatoes!!)

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How do you answer when someone asks, “How are you?”

How do you answer when someone asks, “How are you?”

How many times do we go through our day asking people the simple question, “How are you?”  Most of the time, we just respond, “Fine. Thanks.  How are you?”

I’ve been thinking about that so much lately.  Standing in line at Fred Meyer a few days after finding out I had cancer . . . how do you answer when the cashier asks you how you are doing?  I just answered, “OK.”   I was OK.  It was true.  But how else do you respond to that question from a stranger?  “Oh, not good.  I’ve just been diagnosed with breast cancer.  How are you?”  Umm . . .

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The dreaded day 3??

Everyone responds to chemo differently.  Because of that you really have no idea what it’s going to be like.

We’ve been told by the nurses and Doctors that days 3-5 are the hardest.  By tomorrow, the cancer cells should be attacked by the chemo and the Dr. said side effects (like mouth sores, diarrhea, more fatigue, etc.,) could start.  But again, who knows . . .

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It’s not Christmas . . .

I am overwhelmed (in a good way) by the prayers, offers to help, cards, emails, texts and gifts from so many of you.  It seriously is like Christmas in my mail box and on the porch!  Thank you!

I am still feeling OK after the chemo yesterday (4 pm).  The nurses say that Day 3 is when the chemo medicine is fully metabolized in my system and it is usually when the side effects kick in.  (That will be tomorrow, the 23rd.)  So far today, I’m just really tired and my mouth is dry.  But I was feeling fine to go to Bible Study this morning (YAY!!!) so I’m thankful for that!

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Chemo Day 1

Well, the day is finally here.  I slept well until about 4:40am.  Since then I have been praying, sobbing, praying, sobbing, etc.  The house is still quiet.  The tears have stopped and I’m feeling more at peace.  I pray the tears will stay away, at least while the girls are around.

Last night, our 10 year old said to me, “This is the last night you’ll sleep without Chemo.  That seems strange to me.”  I know it’s on her mind . . . not knowing what to expect.  But I’m thankful she slept well and is still sleeping. 🙂  I’m thankful all of us were able to get to sleep easily.  Thank you for praying specially for this.

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Open House on Saturday

On Saturday we opened our home to local family and friends to come hang out and spend time in prayer with our family.  What a blessing it was to see so many people and lift up this diagnosis to the Lord in prayer.  I also love receiving texts and emails from friends, letting me know they were praying at the same time from their homes all over the country as they were not able to be here. 🙂

(Special thanks to my sweet cousin Amie who snapped a few pictures for me.)

 

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Encouraged by the prayers for Tom as he supports and takes care of our family during this tough time

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