I’m sorry you found my blog.
HA! What a funny thing to say on a blog!! But seriously, if you landed here, you either know me, or know someone that has cancer. That’s why I’m sorry!
I hate that word.
I remember sitting in the oncologist’s office in my early 20’s listening to the Dr. tell me that while it was not likely I would get Ocular Melanoma like my Mom, 3 out of 4 people would be diagnosed with some sort of cancer in their life. Since all of my Grandparents and my Mom have died of some type of cancer, I knew my day would come. I just never thought my diagnosis would be the day after my 41st birthday and as a mother of a 10, 7 and 6 year old.
This blog is my journey as I fight to leave cancer behind and move on in my life.
I should probably back up and introduce myself . . . my name is Jennifer. I’m a Christ follower, married to an amazing man (who happens to be a chef), have 3 beautiful daughters and I’ve been diagnosed with Stage IV Breast Cancer which has spread to my sternum.
I know it can be confusing when you stumble upon a new blog, so let me help you get started.
- I have a blog to keep track of my thoughts and to let friends and family know what’s going on.
- You can get to know our family or read my personal testimony here.
- As I’ve been going through different procedures, I’ve written down what it was like. You can find a list of those over in the side bar (or down at the bottom if you are on a mobile device).
- Click here to receive a daily, weekly or monthly email when I publish new posts.
- And finally, if you noticed above that I’m married to a chef and think that must be the MOST AMAZING THING EVER, click here and browse through my blog about what it’s really like to be married to a chef. (I love blogging. Can you tell?)
Here’s what’s going on with me right now . . .
Great news! My mammogram came back fine. 🙂
The new hormone blocker I’m on seems to be much better. The only side effect is fatigue. So now I take a short rest each afternoon so I can make it through the end of the day. It’s a bit of a bummer, but at least I’m not in pain all the time! read more…
Good morning Lord.
I come before you, overwhelmed a bit this morning.
Yesterday morning, Dave McCorkell died. My heart is breaking…all day yesterday and today I have been thinking of Debbie, Kristen and Kim and what a hard day it was for them (and will continue to be). I remember the day my Mom died so well. It’s hard to be so far away from a friend who is hurting.
There has been severe flooding in Texas from Hurricane Harvey, and last night, Hurricane Irma hit Florida. There is so much devastation. Yet through it all, I see believers trusting you and proclaiming that You are good, all the time!
Today is 9/11.
I met with my Oncologist today for a quick check-up. He moved my bone strengthening infusion to every 3 months instead of every 6 weeks and I will be having a PET scan on October 4th (about a year from my last one).
So far, no pain with this new pill, but I am having some fatigue. I thought I was just tired from summer, but when I rest, or even when I get up in the morning, I’m still tired and feeling a little week. The Dr. ordered a blood test to check my iron level and thyroid and they came back normal. So we are going to see how the fatigue plays out in the next month or so. read more…
It’s been just over a week and so far so good with the new hormone blocking pill. 🙂
I met with a new plastic surgeon earlier this week. I’m having some severe itching and occasional pain on the large scars on my healthy breast and it’s bad enough that I want to have them taken care of. He recommended removing them surgically and then doing 3 low dose rounds of radiation to make sure they don’t come back. I’m waiting to hear back on the cost, but thinking about trying to wait until the first of the year, so that the cost will go toward our max out of pocket for 12 months instead of just a few months. read more…
I’ve been off the hormone blocking pill for 2 weeks and my pain is gone. It’s nice. 🙂
So I start a new pill tomorrow (Wednesday). Please pray the side effects will be less, or none. I meet with the oncologist next week for a quick follow-up.
I’ve now been off the hormone blocking pill for 1 week and the pain was much better for a few days, but unfortunately, it is back. While not quite as bad as before, it’s definitely back. 🙁 Please pray that over the course of the next week it will go away. If so, I will start the new medication. If not, I’ll contact the Dr. and I believe we look into a scan to see what’s going on. Please also pray that I will not worry during this time of waiting. Thanks for praying with us.
I will admit, one of the first things I did when I found out I was going to need a mastectomy was search for what type of bathing suits were out there. This was before I knew anything about surgery or reconstruction.
Turns out there are quite a few post mastectomy bathing suits available, but I don’t need any of them. Honestly, I could wear a bikini and you wouldn’t be able to tell I had surgery. (Not that I’m going to do that, but you get my point.) I am very thankful for the plastic surgery options that are available.