I woke up this morning with my whole body hurting. It got a little bit better as I moved around the house and got ready for church.
I was feeling kind of down but just pushed through as I wanted to go to church as a family.
By the second worship song I was crying and wanted to lay down in bed and hide under the covers.
So I asked him to bring me home. I decided to take lorazepam to help with the depression today, so I can get through the day with my husband and kids home and hopefully not be an emotional mess the whole day.
This last week was a harder week. And as I look back at it , I can see that my emotions were up and down a lot, without really any reason. I don’t expect things to be perfect with the kids. I know my emotions can fluctuate somewhat based on their behavior and how much I’m having to discipline and talk to them. But this is so much more than that. I can’t be snuggling with my six-year-old who just woke up, and then in tears a second later. Nothing changed. Why would I start crying all of a sudden?
Why would we be singing “Beautiful Savior,” one of my favorite worship songs, and then just start crying. I admit I have cried during worship song at times in my life because they have touched me so greatly, but that wasn’t the case this time. I was happy we were singing it because I love it. But was just so depressed I wanted to cry.
Clearly something is going on with this little pill. Looking back at my notes, this is around the time the other pill started giving me the same problem. My body physically feels better on this pill. So I am thankful for that. But I’m not sure what to say.
Something has to change. I’m just not sure what.
At this point, after two tries, do we tried the third option and see what happens? Or do we treat these symptoms – the hot flashes, mood swings and depression and stay on this pill. Several women have given me a suggestion of a pill that has greatly help with these side effects. Maybe it’s time to look into that.
I’ll be sending a message to the doctor and see what he recommends. In the meantime, would you pray for our family today as we spend time together and that my emotions won’t get in the way.
Praying for you and your family!
Praying still…
Praying for you. Love you. ❤️
Praying for you
Definitely will pray you through this! Keep your chin up, and your knees bent.
Yes!! ♥ Helpful “hint” – don’t spend too much mental energy on this; write down your symptoms, tell your friends who will pray (especially those of us who have gone thru and understand what it “feels” like)…talk to your doctor, praying the whole way. May the Lord relieve you of this symptom (the emotional one) and strengthen you as you look to Him; may the testimony of your life teach others that though you are weak, He is strong. Praying, dear friend, and I know He will hear your cry for help!
Praying with you through this difficult time.
Cover yourself with the pray blanket our church gave you. Also the rain does not help. I pray you will have a better day tomorrow. Blessings to you my dear.
Praying for you. That’s the same problem I had with Arimidex, Aromasin, and Tamoxifen. My emotions were all over the place and I felt like I was falling apart. On top of that, the body aches and pains were so bad I felt like I was 100 years old. Quality of life was more important to me and that’s why I made the decision (after much prayer) to go all natural. I’m 2 1/2 years since diagnosis and I’m doing great. I know there are meds that can be added if you feel you need to continue with the anti-hormone therapy. Effexor is one of them. God bless you and give you wisdom as you make the decisions ahead. Give yourself the freedom to choose whatever works best for you and be happy with your decision. Only you can make it.
I sent a message to the doctor this morning, asking if he thought we should try another pill, and also asking about Effexor. We’ll see what he says.
Praying for His guidance in this decision. Each body reacts differently to medications. You may need to change a few times to find the perfect solution. Trust Him to lead the way. God Bless.
Sounds like no fun, praying for God to give you clarity of direction as you walk through this challenging time.
Praying that peace will be with you today and in the days ahead.
So very sorry this is happening after all you have been through. Surrounding you and all the family in a precious blanket of prayer for better days and amazing peace. Our prayers continue and we send them with our love, Patti
So many medications we take can lead to depression. The ones that are effective in their purpose medically, but leave us emotional are best to be brought up to discussion with your doctor early. I have been on ones like that and although them helped me, left serious depression issues. Be careful with Lorazepam also. I have taken one for years, at night before I go to bed. They can alter your thinking also. Praying for you Jennifer!! HUGS!!