It’s strange having the girls gone at school so long each day. I have a long list of things I’d like to get done and yesterday was a great productive today. However, this afternoon, I really feel like doing nothing. So here I sit on the bed, doing just that.
I’ve been staying home for the most part since I got the news. I’ve been to church and workout twice, but really don’t want to be around anyone except Tom. I went to lunch with a friend today, but talking about it in person with someone, even briefly with a good friend, just makes it seem more real. Maybe I’m still in denial. But this sinking feeling and constant stomach ache are still around.