My palliative care doctor arranged to have physical therapy come out to our house once a week for 4 weeks to help me try and get some strength back in my legs. My legs have felt very weak for a while, and right now, I can’t squat or kneel down and get back up on my own.

Yesterday was my first day. She gave me 6 exercises to do 10 times each and I’m supposed to do them once a day. We did them together yesterday.

It’s discouraging to look at these so-called “exercises” and see how uncomfortable this little bit of movement made my body. This is going to be a very long and slow process.

I know I shouldn’t be surprised or discouraged. I haven’t done any exercise in the past year because of all that cancer that has spread in my bones and the pain that has caused. I know I have lost a lot muscle from just sitting and laying around this past year.

The goal of this is to strengthen my legs so I won’t have to use my cane as often and so I will be more stable and less likely to fall.

Please pray that I will be thankful for the little things that I can do and not compare it to what I used to be able to do.