My stomach is slowly settling down and feeling better today, which I’m thankful for. However, the pain all over my body has been horrible. I hardly slept at all last night. Right now I’m regretting switching over to the fentanyl patch as this pain is much worse than I was having before.

This morning we called the oncologist on-call and found out how many more fast-acting pain pills I could take. I’m taking four every 4 hours and that takes the edge off the pain. It’s still there but it is more tolerable.

She said that either my body is not fully adjusted to the pain patch and is not getting the right amount of medication yet, or it’s too low of a dose. I will message my doctor tomorrow so I can talk to him on Monday.

I think last night might have been the worst pain I have ever been in. I don’t understand how I can be in this much pain with all of the pain medicine I have in my body.

Thank you for everyone who has been praying and who has reached out. Sorry if my answers have been short or non-existent.

I have cried out to the Lord so many times in the past few days for relief, for peace, or to just take me Home because I’m so tired of hurting. I still trust in His plan, but I’m currently not enjoying it very much.