I’m not asking for much. I just want to be able to go the mall and find summer clothes with my girls. That’s a normal mom thing. Our girls have grown so much the past few months! It’s crazy. Two are in desperate need of clothes and shoes.
We have ordered a ridiculous amount of things online but very few fit. Amazon and the UPS Store must love all our returns. The mall was the next choice.
Sage drove us there and I made it through one store and was fighting back tears because of the back pain. And that’s with extra morphine and 2 diclofenac patches on my back, both which I don’t normally use at home.
A few hours before we left I thought about calling a friend to go with us. I wish I would have, or have Tom come.
So for now, Ashley and Sage are shopping with the credit card……that could be dangerous. ❤️ We are only 4 months away from Sage being able to drive on her own, so I guess this is good practice! They are fine and very capable shoppers, I just want to shop with them. ❤️ Molly is hanging out with me on some comfy chairs we found.
Please pray I can get an MRI on my lower back quickly and that there would be something they can do for the pain besides increasing the medicine dosage. And please pray for my mom heart as I am very discouraged. I love this time of year with our girls and don’t want to be stuck in bed with pain!
Oh my friend!! That is soooo tough! Praying for an MRI soon and also please holler if you should want to try that stunt again, I’d be happy to go with you and the girls! Love you! ❤
Ohhh sweet Jennifer! I hear your heart and become speechless. Praying for His intervention!
So happy you could at least get to the mall with them. Praying that next time you can spend more time with them shopping and you will be free from the pain.
Oh dear Jennifer, this would be so discouraging. We take those simple things for granted too often. I am praying that relief comes so you can enjoy those times again with your girls and just do normal.
I pray for you Jennifer. How about you let a friend take your girls to the mall and shop. That’s even a lot of work for someone that does not have cancer. You stay home and enjoy the girls at home playing games and just talking, trying to feel normal with no pain. Have them give you a fashion show when they get home with all the things they bought and you can narrate the show. Enjoy your back yard in the sun this week. My heart hurts for you. Bless you my dear.
Always praying for you. The Mom heart never ever goes away. You’re amazing. God is good.
Praying you will be able to get relief from your back pain soon. Asking God to comfort your hearts and minds and that you will find joy in your together time with your family. ❤️
Praying for you ❤️
Praying for you. I I am more available now so call me 206 779 6987 if you need anything. Even some one to sit with you and read to you. Or bring you water or go with you anywhere.
Jennifer, just read your post and immediately went to pray on your behalf. I will continue to pray that the Lord will provide the MRI soon, wisdom for the doctors, relief from your pain and that your heart will be comforted and joyful as you enjoy your family and that you will experience God’s peace and grace as you wait.
Love,
Jan
I love you and continue to pray for you!
I am writing to my prayer team right now, as well. I know this time is so discouraging. I am wrapping you with love and light and asking the Holy Spirit to do the same!