Yep…….it hurt. But I ate one. I have seen a little bit of improvement in my throat. I have been able to get down some tapioca pudding, mashed potatoes, a couple bites of meatloaf, and a few other things I can’t remember. With the exception of the tapioca pudding, it’s just a few bites and it all hurts to swallow, even with the lidocaine.

I’m dying here!!!!! There is BBQ chicken, greens, beans, potato salad and oranges in my kitchen right now. Tom is torturing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My chocolate Ensure was much better than that nasty stuff my horrible cook of a husband made. Seriously, I am dying!!! (Tom, I love how you take care of us! 😘)

I see what day it is on the calendar, and I’m sad that I pretty much lost the entire month of February 2020 of my life. I was telling Tom this morning that I want to get up and do stuff, but I am so weak from not being able to eat anything, that I can’t. It’s pretty frustrating. Even trying to do something on my computer, like organizing photos, my brain just can’t handle. You would think it would be a great time to get caught up on the Bible reading I am behind on. Even listening to it I can’t focus, and it doesn’t help that I’m in the book of Leviticus. 🤣 So here I lay, dozing off and on and watching TV.

I saw a few friends yesterday, which got me out of bed. Hopefully my words weren’t too jumbled. Jen drove me to get some fluids today at the infusion center and I talked her ear off for a half hour. I have no idea if I made any sense. You’ll have to ask her. But the fact that I could talk and my throat wasn’t sore is an improvement!

Thank you for praying for me. I struggle with that as well right now.