I walked into the infusion center today and I realized the difference between this time and before, is that there is no end in sight. 4 1/2 years ago we had an end date and I knew how many of these treatments I would get. All I know now, is that I’m going to be getting some sort of treatment for the rest of my life..
Treatment went well today. Either one of the pre medd, or the Tax made me super tired and loopy. It’s hard to even send a text or message and sometimes hard to talk without slurring my speech. I’m trying to figure out what it was so the next time I can have less of it. I’ve been laying down most of the day falling in and out of sleeplines.