I walked into the infusion center today and I realized the difference between this time and before, is that there is no end in sight. 4 1/2 years ago we had an end date and I knew how many of these treatments I would get. All I know now, is that I’m going to be getting some sort of treatment for the rest of my life..
Treatment went well today. Either one of the pre medd, or the Tax made me super tired and loopy. It’s hard to even send a text or message and sometimes hard to talk without slurring my speech. I’m trying to figure out what it was so the next time I can have less of it. I’ve been laying down most of the day falling in and out of sleeplines.
Thinking and praying for you friend.
Praying for you and the Drs and nurses involved.
I’m praying for you now Jennifer and will continue.
Lord, even in the multitude of my anxious thoughts You are there …
calming my mind …
calling me to come to You…
equipping me to walk upon troubled waters to meet with You, to rest in Your loving arms.
You take me to a quiet place, a place of peace and rest–apart from this world and its turmoil.
And, in that place, You encourage my heart with Your Words and delight my soul with Your comfort.
My strongest desire is for You, Lord–to rest knowing I can trust in You at all times …
in every circumstance …
with all my needs …
with all my heart.
Be my Peace, Lord–my hope is in You.
In Jesus’ Name. Amen.
Our prayers will continue for you . Prayers for Tom and the girls .
I am continuing to pray for you and Tom and the girls.
One of our readings last week was Matthew 14:22-33, and it reminded me of you.
Even (and especially) during this tempestuous and uncertain time, God is with you always. I know you know this, for you took part in bringing me back to my faith.
I love you, Jennifer.
We pray for our Lord to sustain you through every aspect of treatment. It’s hard to accept this as part of God’s plan when there’s no end in sight. But we know for certain He is good and does good.
We love you guys Jennifer and will never stop praying for you.
Continuing to pray for you Jennifer!