I passed my 5 year cancerversary last month.

I’ve survived over 5 years with Stage IV Metastatic Breast Cancer.

Only 27 out of 100 women live past 5 years with this disease.

I’m very thankful to be one of them!

The last few days I’ve been fighting depression and the fact that I just don’t want to do all these tests and procedures….another COVID test…..another MRI….another Thoracentesis…..and whatever comes after that.

It seems like the cancer is progressing quicker all of a sudden. It’s such a scary feeling to be out of breath just from walking from the bathroom to our bedroom (which isn’t very far)! I’m thankful to have the fluid around my lung drained tomorrow, but it’s only been 2 weeks since we did it before. That’s not very long. Why did it come back so fast?

What will the MRI show on my liver? Will the suspicious spot be cancer, or just a spot to keep an eye on? If it is cancer, will it start to cause problems, and if so, what are they?

Now I’m just rambling because I’m tired. I’m going to take a nap while Mom and Dad take the kids to the pumpkin patch and corn maze. That will be fun for them, but I’m sad to be missing out. Then it will be time to get up and get ready for my MRI. Hooray!

7:50 pm – Well, the MRI is over and I am home. Tomorrow I will have the fluid drained from around my lung and hopefully I will be able to breath easier!